The Magic Carpet Ride

Tom Tom Magazine

2011-08-24T23:31:00.002-04:00

I am now writing and contributing music notation to this New York City designed specifically for women drummers!http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif

Check out my article on how to play an intermediate samba!

The Brazilian SAMBA!

Traditional

2011-08-08T00:52:00.000-04:00

Stick Finger Tricks

2011-07-20T15:32:00.002-04:00

Reverbnation

2011-07-06T13:45:00.001-04:00

My Personal Reverb Nation Site.
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I'm still trying to work it out where I can get more tracks and videos up. Seems there events listing page is eating all my events!

New Project

2011-06-13T00:03:00.001-04:00

Tonight we decided to run a quick dress rehearsal set in front of a few friends. It was a blast and She Groove is gonna be a hit!http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif

She Groove Facebook Page

Penny Arcade

2011-03-25T14:13:00.001-04:00

The ever so fabulous Penny Arcade. I was very fortunate to get to play with this brilliant gem not only in Louisville, but also in New York City. Check out her shows if you visit the Big Apple.

Click here for her spread on out.com.

Jazz Legends

2011-03-25T14:12:00.002-04:00

Click here for Modern Drummer's Jazz Legends!

Creative People

2011-03-22T00:45:00.002-04:00

Creative People Article

Blessed Joy

2011-03-16T01:47:00.004-04:00

GaGa @ The Connection

2011-03-14T00:29:00.004-04:00

Lady GaGa made a surprise appearance at the Louisville club, The Connection this Saturday.

Check it out.

Motown Jam

2011-03-12T00:53:00.004-05:00

The endorsement landing was a miracle in itself. The entire 24 hours surrounding Nashville was magical. The Bock Star and me driving along 65, landing the deal, playing with Bobby Keys at the Mercy Lounge, hanging after the show, meeting up with old friends, meeting (pretty much) family on stage during rehearsal. The green room, the people, the party, the jam.

I remember looking down at the end of the night, after the smoke had cleared and there was complete silence, at my Grateful Dead necklace and saying out loud.. "what a long, strange trip it's been"

Super Natural Cymbals

2011-03-10T13:47:00.003-05:00

Endorsement - Supernatural Cymbals

YNV

2011-03-10T13:46:00.001-05:00

Cool Side Of The Stove Video!

Family Tree

2011-03-10T13:35:00.001-05:00

To all my back home country folks.

YNV

2011-03-10T13:24:00.002-05:00

The YNV cd, Red Hot Zen, is now available on iTunes.

Now I'm In Your Head

2009-07-25T17:06:00.003-04:00

The Confessional's debut release, Now I'm In Your Head is now out.

Check it out and buy it here....

I'll let you know when it's on iTunes, which is hopefully shortly.

In Pictures

2008-10-10T13:44:00.002-04:00

My professional studio photo taken by my great friend Stef Perri.

Someone contacted me through myspace today telling me they had heard all about my drum kits. That astonishes me. I do have some very nice collector kits aka the vintage Ludwig Vistalite kit and the Blank Panther drum kit, but for it to be the talk is cool.

Neato.

Vacation, All I Ever Wanted

2008-09-24T14:28:00.003-04:00

I turned 30 last week and got laid off of work!

The next question: What do I want to do with my life?

I'm still teaching drums so I do have a job but I want something different, something not 9 to 5! Something that will keep me on my toes and challenge me and something that will make me feel like I'm doing my part to make this world a better place!

If any of you find that, please let me know.

Porcaro Shuffle

2008-08-14T00:43:00.001-04:00

This just about drove me batty!

And the main man to invent this type of groove, Mr. Bernard Purdie himself! This dude is a riot!

Singing In The Rain

2008-06-27T16:08:00.002-04:00

Can almost everyone on planet earth carry a tune?

LiveScience.com says yes!

Study

Can Blogs Save Music?

2008-06-19T10:35:00.000-04:00

Great article about blogs!

Eddie Izzard

2008-05-13T09:49:00.001-04:00

Me and the Izz!

In Bloom

2008-04-10T22:04:00.001-04:00

It's been awhile, sit back and relax and relieve your mind. There's a boatload of stuff going on around here, it's almost too much to handle at the moment but I'm hangin' in there like a champ.

Where to start, where to start....
First off, I'm so happy that spring is here, it's a new me, a new time, a change in life. I'm truly happy. I've taken time over the past seven months or so to really try and get to know myself and be happy, thank the heavens for therapy. This time I sought it out, I went for me and I couldn't have made a better decision. My outlook on life and perspective is slowly changing for the better and I can feel it. I want to enjoy life and I'm going to. My mind's made up and as the Chicks put it, I kind of like it. (wink, smile)

Secondly, The Album.
I kind of lost my focus over the past few months about the album. I drowned myself into it so much that when all these past realizations started coming to me, I lost my focus.

Then I remembered this writing of mine years ago when things were very dark and gloomy.

Why I ask?
This is really me,
Why I ask,
Is that all you see,
It’s noticed,
So Focus..
This is me world,
Understand this,
This is me world,
Stay Focused.

This is me world,
Understand one thing,
This is me world,
Yet I try to focus…
Run away they say,
As I turn around,
I find,
I’m still on the ground,
Alive,
I will take time to focus…

And that's what I'm going to do now. I'm going to try and focus. Life is fun, I'm going to try my damdest to enjoy it while I'm here.

(I'm also going to try and write more.....it's great therapy.)

The Art Of The Mixed Tape

2008-03-18T11:17:00.001-04:00

Did anyone make mixed tapes when they were younger? I sure did. I remember my sister and I pretending to be deejays and telling jokes in between putting the songs on the tape.

Here's a great article on the subject.

Karate Kid

2008-01-01T23:32:00.000-05:00

Leopluradons

2007-11-05T23:49:00.000-05:00

Difficult Kind

2007-11-03T11:53:00.001-04:00

Today is a very difficult day ...

Open Bar Room Saloon Door

2007-10-22T22:37:00.000-04:00

Enter George Jones song......

It's a Tornado!

2007-10-19T04:15:00.000-04:00

Can I just start off by saying I'm going to throw up the next time I see someone from my home state on television describing how the tornado looked and sounded. As far as I know, one wasn't even officially confirmed....and not to mention the local news was reporting last night on how Halloween ornaments were scattered across lawns. Wake up, not news...good greif. The class of society drops another notch.

King Kong's "Cause it's a tornado!" just popped in my head... that song makes me laugh out loud.

Halloween

2007-10-18T05:40:00.000-04:00

Wow. I just realized that Halloween is almost here and this month has flown by. If I don't wake up, I'm going to miss it all. Usually by now I've carved my pumpkins, thrown a few parties, drank until the wee hours of the night and passed out more than once. I've missed out on all of the previous so far this year.

The season is one of my favorites before the dreaded holidays, where I usually find myself hoping that it will all roll on through, wishing I could be Rip Van Winkle and just sleep right through all of it. With my family, the holidays are hard to enjoy.
I do enjoy sitting by the fires, snuggling, and hot apple cider. I also enjoy wearing a big comfy jacket, cotton longsleeve t-shirts under my top shirts, ear muffs, hats, and slippers. That's all very attractive. This time of the year is my favorite...right after September when my birthday hits and the leaves start to change and October rolls through. Pumpkins are everywhere and there's an underlying darkness in the air. People have a different look on their faces, change is abundant, and spice is in the air.

I've been so pre-occupied with trying to figure myself out and just wanting to live in a dream, like Eleanor Rigby, that I've managed to slip through this entire month. I need to play catch up before fall runs and hides from me and I can't find it anymore. I want to be able to enjoy it and I'm going to try and do that this weekend as much as I can. I must laugh and have fun, it's a necessity.

It's crazy for me to think back to my younger days as a fan of Halloween. My mother once caught me in the basement with all the lights off watching The Exorcist by myself. I guess I was always a bit on the dark side, which can be confusing to a parent, I'm sure. I always did play with voodoo dolls, and I collected anything scary. Nothing ever scared me, ever. I still really enjoy skulls and skeletons but the scary movies of today, just aren't like my favorites from back then.

My favorite, well that's a hard question... probably the B-flick, Evil Dead II, one of the first movies directed by Sam Riami (of the current Spiderman flicks -- he's brilliant and this movie proves it)and not to mention Bruce Campbell, the most brilliant B-movie actor to never go mainstream. Campbell, of my all time favorite actors, plays the character Ash in the movie and second installment of the Army of Darkness series. A good guy that looses his own hand in a battle with himself and rettaches a chainsaw to fight off the evil powers that come out of the forest at night. It's more horror comedy and silly than anything, and you gotta love a guy that always gets the girl and fights evil to save everyone else.
Besides that, there is many soundbytes and famous quotes from that flick, that you probably hear all the time and have no idea about. The ever so famous "groovy" and one of my personal, sick favorites...

[to his freshly sawn off possessed hand] "Here's your new home."
[Ash places a bucket and a bunch of books on it to trap the hand underneath, the top book reads "A farewell to arms"]

I've forgotten how much I always loved good old crappy B movies.

In fact I just watched Attack of the Killer Tomatoes a few weeks ago with my nephew, he thought it was really funny. Giant tomoatoes attacking the US, steamrolling people at the mall, and flying through windows and not only that, it's a musical...what's not to love? Maybe I can take in another fun dark flick this season...like The Creature From The Black Lagoon, Labrynth, Tales From The Crypt, or a zombie flick, which I love.

So on the flip side of darkness, this time of year always reminds me of the singer Sarah McLaughlin strangely enough. It was about this time many, many years ago when I first fell in love with her, listening to her songs over and over again. She had this darkness back then that I loved about her and she really touched me and helped me keep the faith through some very hard times. I'm posting my favorite song lyrics of hers, Building A Mystery.

You come out at night
That's when the energy comes
And the dark side's light
And the vampires roam
You strut your rasta wear
And your suicide poem
And a cross from a faith that died
Before Jesus came
You're building a mystery
You live in a church
Where you sleep with voodoo dolls
And you won't give up the search
For the ghosts in the halls
You wear sandals in the snow
And a smile that won't wash away
Can you look out the window
Without your shadow getting in the way?
You're so beautiful
With an edge and charm
but so careful
When I'm in your arms

Cause you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully

You woke up screaming aloud
A prayer from your secret god
You feed off our fears
And hold back your tears, oh
Give us a tantrum
And a know it all grin
Just when we need one
When the evening's thin
You're a beautiful
A beautiful fucked up man
You're setting up your
Razor wire shrine

Cause you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully
Ooh you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery

Random scary movie notes: Did you know that the move Halloween was the first move to ever use the steady-cam...for the first person view of the killer, changing a perception forever in cinematic movies? And that the mask work by Michael Myers is actually the face of William Shatner... they just cut the eyes out a bit more, died the face white and pulled the hair back. Not so scary when you think of it in that sense.

Enjoy the rest of the month!

The Wilhelm Scream

2007-10-17T20:49:00.001-04:00

This is one of the most interesting things ever, the Wilhelm Scream.

The most used scream in cinematic history and it involves drums.

A great read and very interesting.

Shutting Down

2007-10-17T04:30:00.000-04:00

The thinker; it seems I am constantly thinking.

A vacation would be nice but then again I would just continue to think. A brain control switch would be nice too. The idea of turning off, shutting down, doing nothing is attractive.

Feminists Are Good!

2007-10-16T21:21:00.001-04:00

This is a very interesting study....

Change

2007-10-13T01:32:00.001-04:00

Change is on the horizon, I smell it. It feels good and I will adapt. God willing.

The Album

2007-10-11T02:19:00.000-04:00

The day was again intense. The lady told me what I wanted to hear... drink more water, eat more fruit, breathe deep, move, exercise, sleep... all the things I need to do more of but never seem to do enough of.

It was my first therapy session since I was really young, and this time, it was me wanting to go, not being forced. It was helpful and I'm excited to go back... it was also painful...I think I cried through the entire session. Allowing all of these pinned up feelings inside to resurface after all of these years, can sometimes be painful but helpful in the long run.

PTSD -- she thinks I may be suffering from it....maybe I have been for years even if I haven't realized it. She may be right. I will listen and learn, grow and move. I will learn to love myself.

Later in the night after the session, I went into the recording studio to finish up the last little bit of recording we need finished before we mix the entire session...
If this album doesn't land me a record deal, nothing ever will. The project named, The Confessional, is one that me and my good friend and writing/music partner have been working on for at least 5 years or so now, but we've changed, and grown, and evolved... and the music speaks for itself. Her on lead vocals/songwriting duties/guitars and me on drums and percussion... and then we meet Deanna, who's just like us, and a great musician... she's on the bass, trumpet, among other things.

We just need that final person on lead guitar to finalize the amazing journey we have created. We worked on Chrysalis last night and added a gong and a synth and it's now an instrumental epic inspired by Tool, Rush, Tori Amos, and thousands of other musical phenoms... And then we put the finishing touches on Pretty Little Mess, a surfer rock tune, inspired by The Cramps/Dead Kennedy's/Dick Dale... wow, this entire project has been very therapeutic. All true stories about life experience we've all went through, from the dark to the light, from anger to love. I can't wait till it's finished!

You just wait, mark my work. I feel a record deal, not something huge, something little from some indepedent female fronted label. I want to continue to create on drums, the one thing that's gotten me through life. But even if it doesn't come, as to most it does not, I will continue to create.

Hush

2007-10-09T21:47:00.000-04:00

The past 48 hours have been very intense. I feel the need to write about and get some of it out. I've been by myself at the house, dwelling on things. I enjoy alone time, and I think everyone should have some alone time to just gather their thoughts and learn to appreciate the finer things in life.

I find it to be very theraputic.

My mind never stops churning out ideas, random things, and uncontrollable thoughts and sometimes it becomes obsessed over certain things that I can't really explain or control. I can't turn it off and it's a curse at times when I'm trying to fall asleep. Maybe I need medicene, at least that's what the majority has told me, but from very bad past experiences with medications and the fact that most of them make me feel like a zombie, I just don't like taking any type of oral medication. I know some people really need to be on some sort of medication to relieve them of certain issues they face but to me, I feel it's all overrated. I honestly believe that everyone's body is different and processes things differently, just like our brains process opinions. My body is not fond of medications but then again, maybe I haven't found the right ones for me.

I like creativity for my therapy, music, art, writing, and talking. Silence, deep thought and nature also makes me feel better. Actually, all of the above feels good to me, and makes me feel whole and worthwhile as a human being. I also like listening to others and talking about their problems in life. I've always felt I could talk to anyone and relate to them in some way. Isn't that what we all want, attention and that underlying sensation of being able to relate and feel wanted, needed?

Astrology

2007-10-08T09:06:00.000-04:00

I have a very interesting reading today... amusing, yes but very accurate.

You can't force creativity. Not even you, Jyn. As much as you want to produce something fantastic right this minute, you will find that mere mortals such as us need the help of a creative muse. And alas, the muse is a fickle being. You cannot just snap your finger and summon her. You must coax her out, slowly, gently. This all takes time, but the end result makes the effort worthwhile. For now, you must sit and wait, and trust that she will come to you.

I love that it refers to my muse as a female. I will trust for it to come to me, you can't really get anything good out of something forced.

Interesting

2007-10-07T21:14:00.000-04:00

My life feels very complex right now. I've had a wonderful weekend that started off with me taking it easy and taking a mental breather and then fled into a crazy whirlwind, rock and roll kind of tailspin and back, into being confused and determined in the end.

This week I am dreading, because I feel that I will never sleep and could simply die from exhaustion. I feel so tired all the time and it's because my body hates to work some of these hours I am currently being asked to work. Soon they keep telling me, it will change... and I felt from the start that I came into the position setting my own rules and now I have been twisted up in the claw of shift work. Uggg....not what I ever wanted to do, I want to create. I must create to live, I must play music period. I must record things, I want to record things. I WILL make this happen, I must. If not, I feel no desire to walk upon this earth. I will not give in to the regularity of a boring life, until I die.

Until then, regularity, drums, writing, editing, recording, and headaches resume. I need a vacation.

The Confessional's New Logo

2007-10-03T10:58:00.001-04:00

It's an Ambigram... you can read it right side up and up side down!

Made by the incredible Trisha Griffin.

Cool, huh?

Also for fun -- check out the band The Magestic Twelve's Condelleza Check My Posse

Total joke but the best breakdown in a song EVER!

And -- LCD Soundsystem's North American Scum!

Jabber

2007-10-03T09:47:00.001-04:00

I'm posting some old writings that I have found on my computer. If I could just find it in myself to write a book.

“Do you ever wonder why you are here?” I asked.
“I think about it sometimes.” She said as she gazed off.
Wonder what our purpose is or what we are going to see tommorow?
“Do you ever wonder if anyone else knows?” I thought
“I think about it sometimes.” She said.
“How did you know what I was thinking?” I said.
“I just do” She smiled.

Dark mysterious music plays…….
(the kind of sound that reminds one of the desert in the old west, yet creepy)

“What if we die tommorow?”
“What if tommorow could have been better if we just were together?”

I would die happy cause I was with you…..
( Heartbeats……)
I would die happy because I knew an angel.
No matter where I ended up.

I think though we may not die tommorow.
That we have many memories to come and to make.
You have to become that famous musician you always wanted to be.

And you have to be that wealthy buisness girl I said with a smile.
She just laughed….. as she bent over to pick up a daffodil.

Life is funny.

Last Weeked

2007-10-01T21:45:00.000-04:00

My drum stick bag

Me on drums...

Mental Illness

2007-09-28T11:38:00.000-04:00

Wow. What a day, what a week, and what a year...it's been a crazy one and I believe in the beginning of 2007 I posted I felt it would be a great year for me...so far it has!

Today -- I got to talk to some high ups in the mental health field and they want me to be a volunteer/mentor and give my testimonial.. I said YES! I've been wanting to volunteer somewhere and I have a mental disorder so this is a perfect fit. I always, always seem to be in the right place at the right time...It must be a gift after all the situations I have found myself in. I'm astonished a bit by it all.

Now if I could just manage to find out how to achieve a few of my dream goals, life would feel perfect.

Anyone got Dolly P's number so I can record a song on drums for her? She's been an idol since I was a small child and actually I owe my entire career to her but that's a really, really long story.

To sum it up

Me = a child
Dolly = my idol
I would constantly call the local classic gold country station requesting Dolly P all the time.
One day, I run into the manager of the same radio station who likes my voice.
She gives me a job, immediately with no resume filed.

I stayed there for years, and eventually moved on to other stations, and then tv...and now I'm back on the day job as an audio editor in radio again.
I didn't mean for it to work out that way, it just did.

Also -- musician by night, drummer by god-given talent, a regular female animal (from the muppets) or so they tell me.
The red hair is fitting, I guess.

What a life, what a life...
If I could just quit the day job and teach drums full time, life would be much more peaceful!

Rock and Roll!

Ab Fab!

2007-09-25T13:09:00.001-04:00

My favorite team of French and Saunders is back. Check out this hilarious youtube link of the duo with their parody of America's Next Top Model!

And then after that visit Dolly Parton's website and sign up to win a free personalized Iphone... Dolly's gone hip! She loves Perez Hilton!

Wow, and that is why I also love Dolly!

2007-09-25T13:08:00.001-04:00

My weekend!

2007-09-24T22:23:00.000-04:00

Wow. I'm still recovering from the shock of my fantastic weekend!

An Open Letter To Rosie

2007-09-24T15:45:00.000-04:00

Dear Rosie O,

I pray everday that you may eventually get to read this. Let's see if the prayer works. My intentions are only from my heart.

First off, you have been a huge influence on my life and have helped me through more than you could ever understand, and for that I want to say "thank you." I feel like you may need this now, and since there's not much I can do, I decided I could write you a letter of thanks.

I don't want to dive too much into it, but I will share some background story for you. And no mam, I'm not some crazed, obsessed fan, but for some reason I do feel the need to connect with you somehow, as crazy as that sounds. I have felt that way my whole life, and I don't understand why. The only way I feel I can do this is through posting this on my personal blog, I can't fit it all into your question thing on your site, but I understand that you have to do that for obvious reasons.

So, I just turned 29 years old, I grew up in the sticks in south central Kentucky, and have been a drummer since age 3, as you might have noticed from the site. I came from a lower middle-class family that really struggled to make ends meet but provided me with a great home. My father was a drummer, hence helping me to start at the age I did. (Frankenstein was my first song to learn on drums -- it's still one of my all time favs!) My mother worked for a circuit court judge most of my life. I was always considered a weird, creative girl and I grew up confused, not to mention with a few disorders thrown in here and there, including some severe depression that I have battled for years. At the age of 15-16ish, my family life was torn apart by many things but mostly by a very, hard and bitter divorce that my parents went through mainly because of my father's insanity and anger management issues, he was very mentally abusive. And then at the same time I had three grandparents pass away and a great-grandmother murdered all within like a year of each other. As you might have imagined, I went through many emotions, including struggles of numerous suicide attempts, and severe depression.

I remember my mother taking me to a psychiatrist right around the time that it all went down and I didn't want to go, because I was rebelling and I couldn't see the point of telling a complete stranger what I was feeling. I had always been a father's girl and was all of a sudden living with my mother, who I felt never really understood me, I've always been a rebel of sorts. At the time, I despised my mom for what I felt like was breaking up our family, even though now I have the highest respect for her because of what she went through, she was putting my sister and I first. So, I'm sitting in the psychiatrist's office waiting to be called in when I looked on the table of magazines to see you on the cover. I sat there and read the thing and remembered you from your days on VH1's Stand Up Spotlight. I remembered that you used to make me laugh during all the arguing with my parents and I always loved your Madonna jokes because I was in love with Madonna at the time, and who wasn't really. I felt secure after reading the article and I remember it was about you getting your television show, which made me really excited! I was about to enter college and was going through many things I didn't quite understand at the time, I needed comedy and laughter and you were it for me.

I went on to enter college and started skipping college church classes to watch your show, which I fell in love with like many others, because you made me laugh. I also went through a really bad relationship, etc...who doesn't...among other things. I eventually decided college wasn't for me. I wanted to play music...I had started playing drums out live in a band at age 13, landing a slot opening for non other than Tim McGraw, who was just getting big at the time. Then, I went on in life to realize that I was gay, and it was around the same time that you were coming out, I really felt connected, not to mention my family and I went rounds with it, they didn't understand it, I couldn't explain it to them, and not to mention my great-grandmother that was murdered was killed by two lesbians, which made things even worse. (Strange, but true, my gg's murder involved Reba McEntire as well... but that's a very long story for another day)

I was eventually kicked out of the house, and homeless at one point, but I kept having faith. I had been working part time at a local radio station, and eventually moved over into television as an editor, having friends give me rides to work, etc. Then I was asked to move to a bigger city to work for a much nicer company, and I left the small town at age 21 and didn't speak to my parents for a long time, except for a few hello calls here and there. (They rarely called me as well)

And to make a long story short...

Time has past, emotions have now healed, I'm older and now understand things better -- but I just wanted to let you know that when I always needed that laughter in my life, you were there. As crazy as it might sound. When I dealt with the hardships of severe depression, multiple suicide attempts, the torn family issues, you were there to make me laugh. I owe you a "thank you" for saving my life in a way that I can't really put into words.

I read your blog daily now and send you little questions here and there, sometimes you answer, sometimes you don't. It's such a cool thing that people can connect through the blogosphere, it blows my mind sometimes how real you are. You are just like me, and I just like you, we are humans with feelings and I feel I understand you. We aren't perfect, all we can do is try.

I have since grown up, dealt with some issues, the family life has somewhat healed, I have a partner, I have an awesome rock band with a new album to document some of my past experiences through life and I teach drums to kids as a second job through the week because it makes me happy. I have great friends, and I continue to deal with the issues and depression in a much more positive way, through drumming and music (and through professional help and the blog, on occasion)

I wanted to tell you thank you for everything you've done, even if you don't realize it.
And as one of my favorite musicians, Dolly Parton, would say, I will always love you. You will always have my respect and I think you rock!

Sincerely,
Jyn

P.S. If you do get to eventually read this (yeah right!) venture over to the right hand side audio links and take a listen to Maney's Song, it's my anthem for life and I know you will appreciate it.

They Say It's Your....

2007-09-18T10:01:00.000-04:00

It's my birthday! The last of my twenties.... I hope the 30s are much better!

Peace!

Relaxin'

2007-09-16T17:20:00.000-04:00

My Birthday Cake!

Green icing with a log cabin, peeps and swords -- it was awesome!

Therapy

2007-09-14T08:46:00.000-04:00

It seems that I may have found a good therapist finally and looks like I will start sessions here in a few weeks. I've been to many therapists but have yet to find the right one for me, things may have just changed. Keep your fingers crossed.

My birthday is on Tuesday (the last of my twenties) and I know I'm a bit young to be going through a mid-life crisis but for some reason I just woke up the other day and felt like I was. I woke up to a world I cannot understand. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I ever understood this world and that's ok because I'm creative and it has helped to serve as my muse in a way. I just feel like I need to rid myself of everything dark and negative in my life. It's funny because I really used to enjoy more of the dark side per say, but something tells me inside my soul that I need to rid myself of it all, for good and never look back.

I started re-arranging things around the house and throwing stuff out, and it feels really good. I have found myself now, for weeks praying for all the darkness to leave my being and allow the light to come in. I'm honestly very tired of trying to please everyone all the time, it's not possible, and as I grow older, I care less. Is that bad? I'm hoping that therapy will come in mighty handy for all of my questions.

It's hard being an artist/musician/creator too and sometimes it feels like a curse. There are too many artists out there that cannot live a happy life because they can't create full-time and they have to create to be happy. Part-time wears me out. Yet, a true artist must go through a range of emotions to be able to create, in my opinion, it's what makes the best artists. I must find a way to be happy and live comfortably and be able to create, because I really have no other options at this point.

I think I want to start writing a book. Maybe not a book, but just all of my writings/poems/songs/journal entries that I have collected over the years. There's notebooks on top of notebooks full of stuff and I think I would feel better to just release it somehow. How do you know where to start? Yeah -- the therapist is going to come in handy, for sure.

I guess at my age I'm supposed to be feeling all this craziness inside or maybe it's all in my head. Either way, I've got to get it all out and it couldn't hurt to talk about it.

To wrap this all up, I'm excited to enjoy the remainder of my twenties and I'm even more excited to visit my thirties, they all tell me good times lie ahead. I didn't think I would make it this far with the life that I have witnessed but I'm glad I'm the victor. This weekend, I'm going to relax with people who are close to me. We are all headed out for a white-water rafting trip, which I love to do, although I'm going to just relax, visit a winery, take in some art, maybe something historical, play some drums... and just breathe and enjoy life.

I feel something big coming on the horizon.

Weird Realization

2007-09-09T21:18:00.000-04:00

So --

I made the mistake of tuning into the MTV movie awards tonight because I had heard there was all of this hype surrounding it and I wanted to see what it was all about.

Can I just say for starters, it was the worst 13 minutes of production that I have ever witnessed on a live television show. I kept thinking that at some point, someone would come out and make a surprise announcement that they were just joking about the show, announce it was all fake, and then they would start the real show.... but it was all real. I'm so confused. I turned the television off and here I am. I'm sure most of it will make its way to YouTube because of how bad the entire thing was.

I did come to a realization that I'm getting older, and I simply do not understand the world. This world is truly in a dieing nature and it's sad. It's almost like overnight, I woke up to a world I do not understand, what happened?

Is there something I can do to change it? I wish I knew the answer to that question. I wish I understood music as it is today, all compressed. Maybe somethings are simply not worth understanding. Are we just supposed to lie down and pretend things do not happen when they do? Do we change it or just accept it and go on leaving things unchanged? Do we speak up? If we do speak up, are we the bad guys?

Sometimes I wonder what this world would be like with no television to watch, no computers to type on, and no phones. (Cake song just entered my head)

We would be forced as humans to try to understand one another, instead of locking ourselves in these cages and allowing ourselves to be sucked into these elements. Deep I know but has anyone else noticed this? Are you guys seeing the same things I am seeing?

I plan to work on changing my element.

Realizations

2007-09-09T19:48:00.001-04:00

I'm starting to get to the point in my life where I'm almost 30 and I can't believe I'm almost there. It's pretty amazing for me and I could never really type the words and emotions like they should be presented but I hope you can hang in there and try to understand.

I just realized that I need a pshychiatrist and lord help them, seriously. I have to learn to deal with my issues or I'm just going to go crazy. Everyone has been there, some more than others and I'm one of the more than others. (Enter Strange Flashback to Lost)

I just think it's time for me to truly learn how to let things go, I've been on the brink to that realization for awhile now. I'm ready to face my fears and go head to head with it, since it couldn't hurt to try. (Enter Strange Flashback to Teneia Sander's song Try)

Holy Zepp-ola!

2007-09-08T19:23:00.001-04:00

This just in from yahoo news...

Dancing days are here again, because the three surviving members of Led Zeppelin are finally getting back together! Yep, hard rock fans still dazed and confused by recent news of the long-delayed Van Halen reunion have even more reason to celebrate, now that this even longer-delayed reunion is reportedly in the works. Incredibly, according to NME.com, front man Robert Plant is in talks this week with fellow Led Zep legends Jimmy Page and John Paul Jones about a one-off Zeppelin gig that'll hopefully take place in London this November. Presumably late drummer John Bonham's son, Jason Bonham will fill in behind the drumkit for the Zep trek.

Wow, I hope they come somewhere within 12 hours of me....

Bonham R.I.P.
You have been one of the most influential musicians in my career.

Today In History

2007-08-31T02:57:00.000-04:00

In 1974, John Lennon appeared before a federal court, declaring that Nixon's government tried to deport him because he was an organizer of an anti-war movement during the republican convention in 1972.

Last Dance With Mary Jane

2007-08-28T09:58:00.000-04:00

Wow. Go Tom Petty, after all he's been through... he totally deserves this!

More Fun Pictures!

Me Doing The Robot!

Blurry Hands Are Cool!

My Closeup!

Wow

2007-08-28T09:19:00.000-04:00

Geez, how ironic is it that Amy Winehouse came out with a song called Rehab, which everyone loved, and now she can't escape it?

Winehouse's Father-In-Law Wants Fans To Boycott Her Albums....in order to send her a message that the public will not stand for drug addicts. Click here for the dl.

I hate to say this isn't going to work but I have to agree with Winehouse's father, per the article....he's right, imo. Not to mention about half the population is addicted to something.

Eclipse

2007-08-28T07:16:00.000-04:00

Today I discovered the one advantage to working at the butt crack of dawn... I get to see eclipses when they occur! I was on my way to work this morning when I looked up to see a beautiful full moon and when I got to work, I remembered that an eclipse was about to occur. I walked outside in the dark around 4 a.m. this morning to watch the entire thing. It was incredible and amazing that hardly anyone besides myself was up to witness it.

"There is no dark side of the moon really. Matter of fact it's all dark." Pink Floyd

Also -- who knew that Brian May, lead guitarist for Queen, had a blog and that he just received a doctorate in astrophysics from a college in London. From what I can tell, looks like he gave up his study of scientific research years ago to pursue his music passion with Queen.

Here's the dl.

Reunion, No Way!

2007-08-26T20:04:00.000-04:00

Morrissey has turned down a huge offer for a reunion with the Smiths, but looks like it's not going to happen. Here's the DL.

Fun Pictures!!!

2007-08-24T09:27:00.001-04:00

Who doesn't love to look at pictures... Here's some fun ones I found on my computer... Enjoy!

Blurry old me!

My Hitchcock Tattoo

Drums.

Me As Elvis!

Me & Gretchen in New York City singing Kareoke at Muse!

My band room wall!

Chris and the girls!

What the Hell?

2007-08-23T22:54:00.001-04:00

I'm going to post this link, only because my mouth fell to the floor when I saw it on PerezHilton.com

What is Amy Winehouse doing? She has everything that I could ever want, and it's really not fair. She's got a hit record, awesome obvious musical talent, and a tour! She's canceling gigs faster than I can do a drum roll, and she's going to die if she doesn't stop this stuff!

I wish I could donate her some of my independance and brain.

Surrender

2007-08-23T22:29:00.000-04:00

I'm completely starting to get psyched about my band project, The Confessional. It's finally all starting to come together quite nicely. I had a band practice last night and we need some work, but it is totally going to become something a bit bigger, I can feel it. I get cold chills hearing some of the stuff, and I can't wait to finally get to play out!

The date is coming, September 22nd -- Women In The Field on the Waterfront at the Brown Foreman-Ampitheatre. It's going to be my birthday present for all my hard work. We have stickers coming, and a full length cd, crazy cd release ideas where everyone is pitching in to help make it a success. I can't wait.

Wow. A dream is finally coming true...now if I could just do some recordings with Dolly Parton, it would all be alright.

To Kill A Mockingbird...

2007-08-22T09:11:00.000-04:00

The Pulitzer Prize-winning author, Harper Lee spoke for the first time in a long time recently, here's the dl.

"Well it's better to be silent than to be a fool," she said.

Brilliant, just brilliant.

Elvis Lives

2007-08-21T09:04:00.000-04:00

A pic from my Elvis Party Saturday night!

Dazed And Confused

2007-08-21T07:38:00.000-04:00

So, something's on my mind today and it's driving me a bit batty. I feel the need to spill my guts.

I have this so-called friend, and believe me saying the word "friend" feels like a long stretch at the moment.
This person used to be very close to me years ago, and I let my guard down because I felt they were a friend. We have remained friends for the most part, although we sort of fell out of touch during some life changing events. I learned awhile back that I had been blind-sided and lied to by the friend and felt really crushed. I waited for over half of a year for them to tell me the truth, but they didn't so I confronted them, since they didn't have the decentcy to confront me. Since then, I haven't felt close or even felt the need to be close, although I consider myself extremly loyal to all of my peers. The friendship energy isn't there any more, and it's a sad thing because years was lost on a single moment. I still fell a bit bitter about the entire incident, although I try to act as if I'm fine, but I have to stop lying to myself, I'm not fine. I'm actually still very angry over it all. I feel betrayed, back-stabbed, blind-sided, and pissed off that a "so-called" friend would treat me that way. And it's not only me, it's everyone else too. I had never paid attention before but now that I think back on the entire friendship run, I remember all the talk/acts of competition, the bragging, the ridiculous thoughts of being better than everyone else. I want to come clean, I feel the need to come clean but sometimes I have to keep things bottled in because of fear of messing up career advancement and hurting other people in the process. I do NOT want that but I do want the TRUTH to be known. Every single human on the planet, including myself, lies for different reasons and it's incredibly frustrating. I despise liars and I try to never lie, although sometimes I, myself fail and tell little white lies.

I wish that I could just wake up tomorrow and it all be fixed. I have turned to the only thing I know to do, prayer. It's always worked for me in the past, so I try it again in this situation.

I wish I could explain the situation a bit better but I can't. It's so incredibly frustrating! I will tell you one thing though. I'm done being used. My talents are here to be used in a way that helps others, not to be used by people that have evil intentions. I will not be played, I will not be run-over, and I will not be second-best. A friend is someone who cares, and loves no matter what. One who is loyal, and accepting, and truth-telling.

As I get older, and more knowledgable, I start to see truth. I do not see it in that person. Maybe they were once a friend, awhile back, but change occurs every single day, even if it's a sad change.

They Say It's Your....

2007-08-21T07:17:00.000-04:00

Birthdays for yesterday include....

Robert Plant, who turned 59.... wow.

Issac Hayes, if I could say this aloud it would be in my deepest of deep voices, turned 65.

John Hiatt, 55

and the one nobody cares about, Fred Durst, 37 -- why I posted this is beyond me, except to point out that he's much older than he acts.

Also -- to leave on a good note, James Marsters, of Buffy The Vampire Slayer, turned 45.

Weird

2007-08-19T21:57:00.000-04:00

Today, I did some spring cleaning today, among other things. It was a great day, but one thing completely stands out. It's very strange, here's my story.

As I was taking out the trash, I walked to the front of the house and Gretchen followed me. She all of a sudden yelled and I rushed over to see a crushed brick that had fallen from the sky! It was weird and very strange. We looked around and the only thing we can come up with is that it's fell from the chimney.

It was just like Chicken Little. Weird and only seconds from smacking Gretchen in the head. Weird. Here's some more pictures.

A Beautiful Day

2007-08-17T13:08:00.001-04:00

Wow. What a past 24 hours I have had. Life just keeps getting better and better. I have a very long day today, as I'm in the studio with Teneia Sanders, who is laying down backing vocals on The Confessional's new album. I can't wait to hear her work, she's incredible! If you haven't seen her, do so ASAP.

After that I teach some drums for a bit, and then I'm going to watch Footloose, the play, across the river. I plan to meet up with a guy, who has arranged the music for the show, who is going to try out for the band. He's awesome too, so if it works, it could really be a great project to be apart of.

Tomorrow, it's off for a new hair cut and then some home rest and relaxation. Oh and the best part of tomorrow, the girls and I have planned an "ELVIS PARTY." That's right, a celebration of all things Elvis... in rememberance of the 30th anniversary of his death.

R.I.P. Elvis!

R.I.P. Max Roach

2007-08-16T18:52:00.000-04:00

Legendary jazz drummer Max Roach has passed away at the age of 83. Roach was known for helping to revolutionize jazz by creating the fast-paced bebop style along with players like Charlie Parker, Dizzy Gillespie and Clifford Brown.

Here's the story, he will be missed.

Elvis Has Left The Building...

2007-08-16T06:49:00.000-04:00

I bow in honor to Elvis, as we celebrate the 30th anniversary of his death. He was a main founder for what is known as rock and roll today.

May his spirit be blessed.

Asia

2007-08-14T10:12:00.000-04:00

According to various news sources, Asia frontman John Wetton is recovering from open heart surgery. The band's website says the classic rocker underwent the operation last week and everything with the procedure went as expected. The singer/bassist announced last week that he might have to have the operation. He explained that he learned he had advanced heart disease following a recent comprehensive physical exam. At the time, he noted he was exploring his options and having tests done to determine if he could treat his condition with medicine or if he'd need the surgery. Information on sending him "get well" greetings is available online here.

Sunday, Bloody Sunday

2007-08-12T20:22:00.000-04:00

This weekend has been the best ever in the history of weekends, especially lately.

I was busy with four gigs throughout Friday and Saturday and by the time Sunday was here, it was time to relax. I played a triple-A affiliate baseball game on Friday in the 100-degree heat. Saturday, I headed over to a local record store, Ear Xtacy and played a gig in store. Later that night, I played a gig at The Alternative, and then over at an Art Sanctuary event.

After that, it was time to hang out and enjoy my friends, whom I love so very much. I realized how lucky I am to have such wonderful people surrounding me, I feel blessed! Then earlier today, we went and had brunch, then went shopping for new clothes, to the grocery and came back to the house. I cooked a candle lit dinner with fried green tomatoes, and beef wellington. I wish it could last forever!

Rehab

2007-08-10T07:37:00.000-04:00

Winehouse, it must be hard partying on the road and singing all the time.

Amy Winehouse goes to the hospital, claims exhaustion, cancels shows.

Hasn't Axl Rose taught singers anything?

Layla

2007-08-08T03:55:00.000-04:00

Ever wonder about the meaning behind the song, Layla?

Click here to read about the most bizarre love triangle in rock history. Patty Boyd finally speaks out on her love trio with George Harrison and Eric Clapton, hence the songs Something and Layla.

Want To Buy Woodstock?

2007-08-07T15:20:00.001-04:00

You can!

The farm that hosted the famed Woodstock Festival event in 1969 is now for sale. The 103-acre farm can be yours for just 8-million dollars. Officials say the original field where the concerts took place will not be part of the land deal. The property is now home to the Bethel Woods Center for the Arts, which is a concert venue.

Boo -- Who would want this unless the original field was part of the deal?

Hot For Teacher

2007-08-07T15:13:00.000-04:00

The good news just keeps rolling in...

Word on the street is Van Halen could be on the verge of making a huge announcement about an upcoming tour. We will hope that it comes true, as a similar scenario was planned earlier this year with no results. If it happens, it will be a huge reunion with original lead singer, David Roth on vocals. It's also reported that Eddie's son Wolfgang Van Halen will strap on the bass for the group.

I'm not holding my breath but I will keep my fingers crossed that it actually happens.

What drummer wouldn't want to see Alex rock it out on Hot For Teacher again?

And now the bad news.... BBC News is reporting that British singer Lily Allen's U.S. work visa has been cancelled. This girl is a little firecracker, but I dig it! Something tells me they'll get this cleared up... only time will tell.

Nash-Vegas

2007-08-06T13:04:00.000-04:00

Now this is something that I can't WAIT for!

Led Zeppelin front man, Robert Plant is working on an album with bluegrass legend, Alison Kraus. Plant has been spotted in and around Nashville, at the Grand Ole Opry. The album will be titled, "Raising Sand" and is expected to be released on October 23rd. From what I understand the two will use lesser known material from songwriters like Tom Waits, Mel Tillis, and the Every Brothers.

Led Zeppelin is arguably the band that has my all-time favorite drummer, John Bohnam. Alison Kraus, who I've met a few times, is a complete delight and incredible singer/songwriter/musician.

I simply can't wait... this will be in my grubby little hands as soon as it hits the record shelves, or ITunes rather!

The Eagles

2007-08-05T11:20:00.001-04:00

Did you know that The Eagles are prepping a new studio album? Here's the story.

Random info on the group - Did you know that the Eagles backed up Linda Ronstadt on a tour in the 70's and later decided to form their own group, giving a nod to "The Byrds," as they named themselves, The Eagles. When I think of the group, I automatically think -- great drummer who sings, Don Henley, and you can't help but love their three, four, and five-part harmonies!

Here's a link to a video one of my favorite songs by them, with bass player, Timothy B. Schmit on lead vocals.

Hey guys! Where's the awesome saxophone solo?

The Broom Trick

2007-08-04T19:36:00.000-04:00

This is me a Saturday night long ago having fun on a dare with the girls.

Enjoy!

EXTRA!

A favorite of mine, to you from the eighties!

Laura Brannigan - Gloria

Notice her leg kick at the beginning. The poses, the hair flips, and her shoes are priceless!

R.I.P.

Ascension

2007-08-04T12:30:00.000-04:00

R.I.P. Art Davis. Art Davis, the renowned double bassist who played with John Coltrane and other jazz greats, died today at 73.

Quoted from yahoo news --

"Known for his stunning and complete mastery of the instrument, Davis was able to jump between genres. He played classical music with the New York Philharmonic, was a member of the NBC, Westinghouse and CBS orchestras, and played for Broadway shows. The most enriching experience of his career was collaborating with John Coltrane. Described by jazz critic Nat Hentoff as Coltrane's favorite bassist, Davis performed on the saxophonist's albums including "Ascension," Volumes 1 and 2 of "The Africa/Brass Sessions" and "Ole Coltrane." Davis' career later flourished. He played with a long and varied list of artists: Thelonious Monk, Duke Ellington, Rahsaan Roland Kirk, Louis Armstrong, Judy Garland, John Denver, the trio Peter, Paul and Mary and Bob Dylan."

If you are curious as to what a double bass is, here's a wiki article.

Simply The Best

2007-08-04T04:00:00.000-04:00

Who knew Tina Turner had ringtones? Click here to download one and see Tina's face move largely around on her website.

What is Tina Turner up to these days? She must be laying low, and let's all hope she's still singing, which I'm sure she is. Until I find her again, here's a great video. The beginning boy meets girl scene is well worth the view, not to mention Tina's faces in between her vocals lines. She rocks in my book and I can remember getting down to her stuff as I was growing up. Strange, but true. And besides, who can forget the cowbell in You Better Be Good To Me? It's a classic in this drummer's book.

This is a jewel.

Stevie Wonder

2007-08-04T01:19:00.000-04:00

Stevie Wonder is going on tour! This will be his first tour in nearly 20 years. The annoucement came yesterday from the Grammy winning singer-songwriter at a news conference. Titled "Wonder's Summer's Night" tour, the 13-city road trip will kick off August 23rd in California. Stevie's concert itinerary will include his performance at the upcoming Dream Concert fundraiser for the building of the Martin Luther King, Jr. Memorial in Washington, D.C., which will take place on my birthday, September 18th at New York's Radio City Music Hall. (I now know what I want for my birthday -- check out this line up!)

The line up will include Aretha Franklin, Queen Latifah, Joss Stone, Carlos Santana, Garth Brooks, Robin Thicke, Babyface and others. Wonder last toured in 1986. He released his first album in ten years, "A Time To Love," in 2005.

This reminds me -- My favorite episode of The Cosby Show was the one where Stevie Wonder was hit by Denise and Cleo...Here's the link...

In honor of Stevie and my love for him, here's a link of Part-Time Lover

Lala

2007-08-03T11:17:00.000-04:00

Lollapalooza, the three-day music festival which attracts fans from all over the country, starts today in Chicago's Grant Park. About 130 musical acts are slated to perform, headlined by Pearl Jam's appearance on Sunday night.

Wish I was there! Here's the lineup, which includes, Iggy, Louisville's My Morning Jacket, and Daft Punk, whom I love.

Arts For The Animals

2007-08-02T09:12:00.001-04:00

Tonight I will be volunteering my time for a wonderful cause, The Arts for the Animals. The event takes place at the Mellwood Arts Center around 6-6:30 p.m. People will be allowed to bid and buy art at an action, where I will be a table runner, and all proceeds will go towards animals rights.

In honor of the event, here are a few
songs with Animals In The Title

Eye of The Tiger - Survivor
Slow Dog - Belly
Cat Scratch Fever - Ted Nuggent
Givin' The Dog A Bone - AC/DC
Rooster/Frogs - Alice N Chains
Hungry Like A Wolf - Duran Duran
A Horse With No Name - America
Hound Dog - Elvis
Red Bats With Teeth - Angelo Badalamenti/Lost Highway
Honky Cat - Elton John
Seeing Eye Dog - Ani
June Bug/Rock Lobster - B-52s (I love June Bugs!)
3-piece Chicken Dinner - Beastie Boys
I Am The Walrus/Octopus's Garden - The Beatles

The list could go on forever, please feel free to continue in the comments section!

Candy

2007-08-01T22:26:00.000-04:00

I just found this jewel of an interview online. In honor of Tom Snyder, a famed journalist who recently passed away, I decided to post it. Not to mention, Iggy Pop seems to be trashed. What happened to his teeth?

Random Note for the Day

Iggy, the Godfather of Punk, actually started his career as a drummer and did you know that he was almost picked by The Doors to replace Jim Morrison after his death?

Tom Snyder Interviews Iggy Pop in 1980

White Stripes Myrtle Beach Review

2007-08-01T07:48:00.000-04:00

This is a review from a very good friend of mine, Leigh. She traveled to Myrtle Beach last weekend to see The White Stripes in concert and to say she is a huge fan isn't doing her justice.

Here's the review....

The White Stripes
House of Blues
North Myrtle Beach, South Carolina
July 29, 2007

I got to the House of Blues in South Carolina around 4:30 p.m. and the doors opened at 7. This is the latest I’ve ever been to a show that I really wanted to see and I mentally kicked myself for waiting so late to get to the venue. There were probably about 60 people ahead of me (I’m used to 0 to 10 people ahead) so I was really upset at myself. While in line, I made friends with this girl from Birmingham, Alabama named Elise and a guy from Ohio. During our conversation, I learned that the line I was in was only for people who had bought food or purchased at least $15 worth of crap from the House of Blues. Totally crap! There were tons of people like me that didn’t know that if you were in that line (which would be the first line admitted in) and you didn’t have a receipt, you would be turned away at the door. There were no signs posted about it! Lucky for me, Elise and the cool guy From Ohio said they’d save my spot while I got my stuff. I had to spend $22 on a HOB shirt just to secure my place in line, boo to the HOB. To add insult to injury, when they checked our tickets at the door they didn’t even check to see if we had receipts. UGH!!! 22$ WASTED!!!!

As for the show, Jack was amazing! He began with Icky Thump and then jammed on You Don’t Know What Love Is. Dan Sartain opened and Ben Blackwell, Jack’s nephew who is in the amazing seminal-Detroit band the Dirtbombs, was on drums.

The best song had to be I’m Slowly Turning Into You. Jack started with I Can’t Wait and merged into ISTIY. He kept raising his hand for us to say “yeah”. He was like some kind of evangelistic preacher, as he jumped on the monitors. He looked really into it sometimes but then he would look so frustrated so I don’t know what was going on. I think the sound was bugging him because he kept going to the side of the stage and making “turn it down” gestures. After one of the times he did that, he shook his head and mouthed a curse word.

I’ve heard a lot of bootlegs and I’m well aware that the Stripes segue into random/familiar songs a lot. Usually the songs flow into one another but tonight it wasn’t as smooth. It was more halting, like Jack couldn’t make up his mind what to do. He kind of stalked around, absently playing his guitar while deciding what to do. He stopped a couple of songs and started new ones and Meg looked genuinely pissed each time.

They played Boll Weevil and they said they enjoyed us. I knew they would because the crowd was very energetic and sang along to all of the songs. Jack really did seem to enjoy us, but I think he may have cold due to the way his voice sounded at times.
Jack did a truly unique version of Hardest Button To Button. It sounded nothing like the original and Jack called out Britney Spears, Lindsay Lohan, Jessica Simpson, Ashlee Simpson, Paris Hilton, etc.. And then he kept saying something like “wake up, wake up, before you throw up”. I hope that shows up somewhere online. They also did the best version of Cannon that I’ve ever heard and they did an extremely long version of Union Forever.

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So now my input along with a link to the video of YDKWLI. If you read the comments under the video, it looks like there is some confusion about who's face is painted on the back of Jack's guitar. I personally think it looks more like Marilyn Monroe but I could totally be wrong. Let me know what you all think.

Also it's annoying to me that Meg is playing a tambourine, when it's actually a cymbal being played....god she freakin' annoys me to the core, and it's sad because I want to be able to enjoy their stuff, but I can't. Doesn't Jack's face remind you of the Joker in the Batman comics? I like him with his hair in front of his face.

Also, I've been asking every drummer I run into about what they think of Meg and so far, not one positive comment. I mean, Meg's pretty and all but it's totally not fair that she gets to tour being as bad as she is. This is what is so frustrating to me about the music industry, it's all about the look, not about the talent and we all know she would not be where she is if Jack wasn't so talented, and good at editing her drum parts to make them sound like robotic loops. I challenge her to a female drum off!

Leigh told me in an email that she overheard someone calling Meg's drum beats "witty." Witty? WTF? Can you tell that I'm jealous because I am and I don't care at all to admit it. I used to lock myself in my room and practice for 6 hours a day when I was younger so that one day I could drum professionally and it's honestly a slap in the face that really makes me want to give up at times when I see another female drummer that makes a mockery of my god-given craft.

Let me finish with this question, if you were say -- a great actor with 25 years of acting under your belt, could you stomach sitting through a 2 hour movie with a horrible lead actor? If you could stomach it, would you sit through the movie again and again and again? You tell me.....

Queens of The Stone Age

2007-07-31T20:39:00.000-04:00

The boys from Queens of the Stone Age, who totally describe their music as "robot rock," will be putting on a free live concert in Louisville at Ear X-tacy this weekend.

Here are the event details from their website.

Some people have no clue what rock and roll is, but these guys understand. This group has hosted guest appearances by everyone from Dave Grohl, of Nirvana and The Foo Fighters, to Screaming Trees vocalist Mark Lanegan, to Ween's Mickey Melchiondo on guitar, and even Judas Priest frontman Rob Halford. This band has always been tight and crazy!

The Album

2007-07-31T11:56:00.001-04:00

Oh my, oh my -- we are so close to finishing this album up. Money has been tight but we are working through it and are about to be off and running.

I'm going to link this on the sidebar where the links are but thought some of you might enjoy my band, The Confessional, and our new online Electronic Press Kit.

The song, Alone, will be on the upcoming release and lots of people/radio station djs/other musicians have been comparing Ash, the lead singer, to Melissa Etheridge, and hey we are more than happy with the comparison.

I can't wait to have this project finished and start with another one. I am an artist, I must create to be happy. Music = Happiness!

I really hope at least some of you will like it....being a female drummer has not been easy!

Enjoy and leave me some feedback!

Wyclef On Lauryn Hill

2007-07-31T04:00:00.000-04:00

We've all known for years that Lauryn Hill has some issues and now, Wyclef Jean, who I have loved forever, is confirming it. I think you all might remember the trio along with fellow member Pras, who all rose to fame in the mid-90's.

Here's a new interview in Scratch Magazine, where Wyclef calls out Lauryn. Guess the reunion is out.

"I'll be gone to November, I'll be gone to November"

Sundays

2007-07-30T10:31:00.000-04:00

Has anyone noticed that there is never anything on television on the weekends anymore? I miss Bill Maher on Friday nights, among many other things.

Gretch and I sat down last night, with a desperate need of finding something of interest on television. We came across Gene Simmon's The Family Jewels. I didn't think I would like it, although I am a KISS fan, but much to my suprise, I found myself laughing out loud, hysterically. The episode caught my attention because the crew Gene, his love, Shannon Tweed and her sister all three traveled to Louisville for the Kentucky Derby. I usually cover the derby, so it was interesting to watch. I couldn't help but laugh through the entire episode, I honestly believe that show is one of the best of reality celeb tv! The son is my favorite, he should seriously look into being a comedian. Looks like I have another show to add to Netflix!

On another reality celeb tv show, can we talk about the Two Coreys on A&E? Did anyone watch? I couldn't help myself although I am a little bit embarrased to be telling you all this on the blog. I really enjoyed it. I was a big fan of the movie, The Lost Boys, back in the day...although not so much a big fan of the two Coreys. On the show, I found the wife to be obnoxious, and I found myself feeling really sad for Corey Haim. Why do I care, you ask? I have no idea. Although for those who did watch the show, I would have totally ordered a pizza too! No offense, PETA.

I can't quite figure out my obsession with reality television but maybe it's because instead of seeing dolled up pundints and fictional based shows, I prefer the realness of it. Even if it's only partially real.

And I won't even go there with my opinions on Hey Paula! Although for some reason the word Tragic, seems to fit the catagory.

My Saturday Night

2007-07-29T12:32:00.000-04:00

Picture courtesy of Stefanie Perri, who rocks!

My Saturday night consisted of: me, my friends, coffee, magazines, laughter, television, music, and pictures.

This was one of our favorites!
A fun picture of me being blown away by the new Britney interview...or non-interview, rather. Don't get me wrong, I honestly hope she pulls herself together, even if she does lip sync. You know I once went to a Prince concert a few years back, and he totally made fun of her lip syncing.... Good luck to you Brit, I'm sorry the entire world is actually paying attention to you.

Thriller

2007-07-28T13:07:00.001-04:00

What the heck are these prison inmates doing imitating the entire Thriller Dance?

Click here to check it out!

On a more serious note, the following clip is a compelling portion of an upcoming documentary. Director Sean Smith spent two months embedded with the U.S. troops in Baghdad, Iraq as well as the Anbar province. The video is a must see and is from the UK's, The Guardian, who Sean Smith works for.

Click here to watch the sad reality.

Sex Pistols Vs. GNR

2007-07-27T07:38:00.000-04:00

Anyone think it's weird that the Sex Pistols would celebrate GNR's 20th Anniversary of Appetite For Destruction, by re-issueing their own 30th Anniversary of Never Mind The Bollocks, Here's The Sex Pistols?

Here's the story from Rolling Stone

The Sex Pistols will celebrate the 20th anniversary of Appetite for Destruction by honoring the 30th anniversary of their own seminal album Never Mind The Bollocks Here’s The Sex Pistols. The album will be reissued on vinyl with the “Submission” 7″ on Oct 29, thirty years to the day of its original release. Throughout October, Virgin Records will also release four replica 7″ singles from that debut album.

Very interesting, although I can't say I'm upset about either.

In My Dreams

2007-07-26T13:08:00.000-04:00

1. To record a song on drums with Dolly Parton.

I finally met her not too long ago in Tennessee, but I didn't really get to talk with her. It's been a life long goal that I've been persuing. I owe my entire career to her... (that story is posted in my old posts if you want to take a gander)
Not to mention, I actually grew up playing in band with the grand daughters of Porter Wagner, the man who discovered her (I Will Always Love You was written for him by DP) If I could only figure out how to achieve this goal. You know what, I think she is working on getting a new website online at dollyparton.com, it's not fully functional yet but maybe she'll put up a link for fans....although, I doubt it.

Omg... Check this old school youtube video out of Kenny and Dolly's Islands In The Stream. I really want this song played at my wedding, if I ever have one.

2. Be able to fully support myself playing drums.

I've half-way achieved this one, and I'm currently playing with about 5 different bands/solo artists. I'm working on the first album where I am fully in control, and I teach a bunch of kids in my off time how to play drums. I practice every single day when I can and I feel I am respected in this industry. The financial part is the hardest one when you are creative.

3. To have free time where I can create, volunteer, spend more time with others.

This one is self-explainatory.

4. I want to meet all the great drummers, mentor with them, and leave my mark in this crazy world. (Helping to change the world for the better would be nice too)

5. Be able to meet everyone that I would love to meet in life, including Stewert Copeland, Eddie Izzard, Rosie O, Melissa E, Jon Stewert, Sarah McL, Madonna, and the list could continue all day.

6. Have children of my own and be able to support them.

Geez, this one is going to be hard, but I'm hoping in the future it will work out. If it's meant to be, it will.

I'm off for a long day ahead of me -- work, drums, a volunteering thing for Animal Rights, and then to a friend's house for a cookout!

Don't take life too seriously.

Smashing Pumpkins

2007-07-26T12:18:00.000-04:00

Ouch.... This is a review of the new Smashing Pumpkins album, via papermag.com

Smashing Pumpkins

Zeitgeist (Reprise Records) I can barely recall a memory from the '90s without a ballad from the Smashing Pumpkins' Siamese Dream or better still, their masterpiece Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, as part of its soundtrack. But if you're hoping to get back to the '90s with their latest record, Zeitgeist, try a different route. Billy Corgan is still at the helm as the band's songwriting frontman, but James Iha, D'arcy Wretzky and Melissa Auf der Maur are no longer in the band. The entire album feels like it's desperately trying to reclaim something that no longer exists, and it alone feels much heavier than the entire body of their previous. Corgan and original drummer Jimmy Chamberlain have turned what was once a melodious sound into a darker parody of itself. Songs like "Tarantula" are built around the worst '70s metal riffs, while "United States" attempts to come off more like a '60s jam with Corgan chanting, "Revolution," over a percussion-based, anthemic pulse. Sure, this could be an accurate description of Siamese Dream, but on Zeitgeist it's a mockery rather than an authentic alternative sound. It begs the question: "What's the point of this reunion?" Corgan claimed that he broke up the short-lived super group Zwan because his heart was still in the Smashing Pumpkins. If that's the case, he'd do well to give Mellon Collie another listen.

You know, I have a friend in Canada that once hung out with Billy C for a weekend, according to her and everyone else, he's one cocky dude. I loved "their" music though. Their meaning -- the original band.

Radio Making A Comeback?

2007-07-25T09:51:00.001-04:00

Is radio on it's way back from the satellite trend? I doubt it but check this out...

Tun3r has invented a virtual AM/FM radio dial collection online...and stations can now rent places so that you can listen, which I will doubt will happen with little local stations throughout the lower markets, but the cool part is that you can do a search of a specific artist and Tun3r will show you where to click. The search will let you see upcoming playlists and similar music styles.

From my industry inside point of view, I doubt this will go anywhere because many stations already broadcast their signals via website in addition to on the airwaves. I doubt they will fork over more money to host their signal on a site like Tun3r when they can already do that on their own website.

Nevertheless, from my artist point of view, it's a cool idea.

Cool!

2007-07-25T08:58:00.001-04:00

Starbucks has signed Joni Mitchell to its label! The move comes after Paul McCartney just signed with the label as well. Now, if I could only figure out how to do that. I bow to Joni and Paul, keep on keepin' on.

Space Dog

2007-07-24T08:43:00.001-04:00

Tori announced her upcoming tour yesterday.
She's coming to Kentucky!

10/28 Louisville, KY Palace Theatre

Who Knew...

2007-07-23T16:22:00.000-04:00

That Stevie Wonder was incredible on drums! Here's a drum solo that I found online.

My Generation = Strange Magic

2007-07-23T00:01:00.000-04:00

Harry Potter's Daniel turns 18 today!

A site dedicated to "Wizard Rock" Music

The Glossarist = All things Harry Potter

Enjoyable You Tube video of the day? Harry Potter Puppetry!

Olfrun the White Luminary is my wizard name -- what's yours?

Hey and stay tuned... Looks like JK's got another idea up her sleeve. She's set to give the full interview on Dateline this Sunday night.

A Free-Wheeling Idealist

2007-07-22T19:43:00.001-04:00

I just took this little test online about my personality DNA and it turned out to be really accurate, imo.

My favorites

As an IDEALIST, you are distinctive for your integration of confidence, imagination, willingness to explore, and desire for competence over style.

You have a strong capacity to comprehend the inner workings of things, finding new ideas and innovative insights to feed your curious nature.

You are quite comfortable in the realm of abstract thought. You don't need a practical solution to every one of life's questions.

You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

At the same time, your acceptance of others leads you to be understanding of their life circumstances, even if you don't quite understand their emotional reactions to some things.

You're not rigid in your beliefs about the world, and you don't want to impose your perspective on others, but at the same time, you know that plenty of people don't always act responsibly.

So I was curious and did some online research about Idealists and I have to say I'm really excited to be apart of the group.

From CBU.edu -- Idealists do not abound, being as few as 8% and nor more than 10% of the population.

Fried Green Tomatoes

2007-07-22T18:52:00.000-04:00

The entire weekend has been incredibly relaxing. I went fishing and caught quite a few crappies, and threw them back. I learned how to cook the best tasting fried green tomatoes to have ever graced my mouth, there is a secret to it. I enjoyed friends' company and played cards. I laughed, danced, and enjoyed life around water. I realized this weekend that life doesn't get much better than this.