9.09.2007

Realizations

I'm starting to get to the point in my life where I'm almost 30 and I can't believe I'm almost there. It's pretty amazing for me and I could never really type the words and emotions like they should be presented but I hope you can hang in there and try to understand.

I just realized that I need a pshychiatrist and lord help them, seriously. I have to learn to deal with my issues or I'm just going to go crazy. Everyone has been there, some more than others and I'm one of the more than others. (Enter Strange Flashback to Lost)

I just think it's time for me to truly learn how to let things go, I've been on the brink to that realization for awhile now. I'm ready to face my fears and go head to head with it, since it couldn't hurt to try. (Enter Strange Flashback to Teneia Sander's song Try)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

First, thanks for the flashbacks. ;)
Second, I am very proud of you for what it's worth. Especially when you put it out there on the net and say it publicly. Awesome. I wish you better days ahead.
xo, j.