9.09.2007

Weird Realization

So --

I made the mistake of tuning into the MTV movie awards tonight because I had heard there was all of this hype surrounding it and I wanted to see what it was all about.

Can I just say for starters, it was the worst 13 minutes of production that I have ever witnessed on a live television show. I kept thinking that at some point, someone would come out and make a surprise announcement that they were just joking about the show, announce it was all fake, and then they would start the real show.... but it was all real. I'm so confused. I turned the television off and here I am. I'm sure most of it will make its way to YouTube because of how bad the entire thing was.

I did come to a realization that I'm getting older, and I simply do not understand the world. This world is truly in a dieing nature and it's sad. It's almost like overnight, I woke up to a world I do not understand, what happened?

Is there something I can do to change it? I wish I knew the answer to that question. I wish I understood music as it is today, all compressed. Maybe somethings are simply not worth understanding. Are we just supposed to lie down and pretend things do not happen when they do? Do we change it or just accept it and go on leaving things unchanged? Do we speak up? If we do speak up, are we the bad guys?

Sometimes I wonder what this world would be like with no television to watch, no computers to type on, and no phones. (Cake song just entered my head)

We would be forced as humans to try to understand one another, instead of locking ourselves in these cages and allowing ourselves to be sucked into these elements. Deep I know but has anyone else noticed this? Are you guys seeing the same things I am seeing?

I plan to work on changing my element.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

what was that? GETTING older? hmm... how's your back there, young thing? And yes, what a NIGHTMARE. Woah.
j.